That Special Thing

When you cannot stand messy-ness but you don’t mind his blackened nails and all-over-the-place hair. When you love listening to him speak but you cannot stop talking anyway because you like knowing he’s looking at you. When you take your phone out in the middle of a busy day and type two-thirds of a msg only to delete it again. When you walk around a mall and keep wondering whether this shirt or that jeans or that cap would suit him even though you have a shopping list that needs desperate attention. When you prostrate in prayer and before praying for yourself, you mutter one for him. When you sit and watch him at work and feel like there’s nowhere else you’d rather be. When you skip lectures because you don’t want to leave him behind even though its the one thing the nerd in you would never have allowed you to do. When you sit down for lunch and wonder if he’s had his. When you walk in the rain and pray he’s not on the roads. When …
When?
Anytime.